Emotions I feel, they turn to none
I broke them one by one
Pretending to be fine, I keep smiling on
I cry but that is not for others eyes to know
Even though I feel pain, I push it down
It hurts, but I will never let it show
No matter how many hints I drop
You don’t notice anything at all
Words you say they pierce my deep
They cut me up and make me bleed
But no one else can understand
The crippled state my heart is in
Once the light has met it’s end
It will not turn back on again
The ’’me’’ you know today is only a made up lie
When I need you the most, you won’t be here
You’re gone, moved on, well that’s alright
But what you left behind, won’t disapear
All these wounds cause me pain everyday
Even if i’m left to die
I’ll keep on smiling all the time
I can’t forget the words you’ve said
You know it’s unforgivably
’’Mom, it hurts’’ is hard to say
Cause you won’t hear it anyway
I guess i’m just another ’’joke’’ to you
I’ll laugh it through
I hope I will fade, I’m afraid, it’s all a lie
This note of mine you will find
But understanding it will take some time
You know what’s just so hard to hear?
The silence when I’ve made my point clear
So please kill this ’’me’’
Save me from my misery
Cause the ’’me’’ you know today is only a made up lie
A stone cold lie.