What Am I To You?

What am I to you?
I’m torn between love and pain.
Sometimes you are here, sometimes you are in the distance.
You give me smile, you give me tears.
But I no longer know where we stand.
What are we doing?
Decide what I am for you.
Cause one day, I might not stay at your side.
So now I ask the question.
What am I to you?